130.第130章 抱歉！很抱歉！！！

考慮良久，小曾還是打算放棄‘純情教師’，這本書徹底失敗，寫到差不多一半左右的時候，問題漸漸暴露出來了，選擇教師這個題材，同時選擇教體育，這其實就已經注定了小曾的失敗，對於這種題材的拿捏與掌控，這種類型的我還差得太遠，可以說從一開始就掛羊頭賣狗肉，但我越寫越覺得不對勁，最後寫到現在我每寫一個字都感覺到艱難無比，寫這本書真的耗費了我很多腦細胞，但還是失敗了。 當然，這是我個人能力不足的影響，我無話可說，因為這本書我很焦慮，很煩躁，甚至有點急功近利的味道，但反而起到了反效果，這也是失敗的一個原因之一。 同時，大家應該也看得到小曾是雙開，準備也實在是太不充分了，最後搞得兩頭不得兼顧。 種種原因很多很多，小曾不想找借口，撲了就是撲了，勇於承認。 對此，我感到很抱歉，讓大家失望了，小曾也覺得很可惜，但這沒辦法，小曾要吃飯，我熱愛寫小說，喜歡有讀者來催更的欣慰感，因為大家喜歡讀我的書，但小曾是一名職業作者，需要靠這個養家糊口，在當今社會，一個月連兩千都賺不到，這日子真的沒法過，不管大家如何失望、如何辱罵。 小曾無話可說，隻能說句抱歉！ 接下來，我會去努力寫老書《超級特工》。先將這書好好寫完本，不再好高騖遠，已經對不起大家了，不能在對不起‘特工’的讀者，抱歉，抱歉！ 下本書，我一定會準備充分再發！ ···················································································································································································································································································································································································································································································································································